Because of You

In You I find peace.
In You I find love.
In You I find forgiveness.
And by following You I am able to feel You....
Holding my hand and telling me that everything is going to be okay.
Saying to me that "You do not disappoint me, my child. I love you".
Because of You I lose guilt.
Because of You I find security in myself.
Because of You I can be who I am meant to be.
Because of You I feel a sense of belonging.
Thank you Lord for being patient and kind.
For always believing in me when either myself or anyone else did not.
Thank You for showing me the true meaning of unconditional love
when my fleshly father could not.
Thank You for never leaving my side but only to carry me.
I lift my hands up to You. You are awesome God...
For proving that this lost soul could be found worthy unto you.
You were there when I lost faith and
there to guide me into this life that I am leading.
I do this for You, praying that one day You will let me walk along side You in your Kingdom.
Because of You I can be me.
Because of You I can be free.
Because of You I am not afraid.

Words

I am invited into a world of words,
that are yet a mystery to me.
I search for interpretation,
on the disguised meaning.
I'm inspired by the words,
that pour from deep within.
But I don't know where they end,
and where my own begin.
I should go to the source and inquire,
the answers that I need,
Because these words that I take in,
I feel like I misread.
I wish someone could help me,
Understand this from the start.
Because I'm left with puzzled questions,
When the pages and I depart.

Our hearts are both broken,
Something feels like it's missing.
We need eachother to lean on,
Trust in me that I'm just here to listen.
Open up your mind,
Show me your heart
You are not broken
Just a little torn apart.
If you need me I am here,
Just like I said I'd be.
The friendship is still building.....Just believe in me.

Dreaming

I close my eyes and fall asleep
And drift into a dream
I'm laying in your arms again
And hearing your heart beat

It's like you never went away
like it was before
When all we ever cared about
Was who loved the other more

I'm staring into your eyes
As you lean in for a kiss
Your face begins to fade away
And reality sets in

I'm forced into consciousness
And realize its just a dream
The right side of the bed's still empty
Where you used to be

Where are you, baby?
You said you'd always be here
You promised you'd never leave
And now it's been a year

It's been long enough
It's time for you to come home
You said our toothbrushes would kiss forever
And now mine stands alone

I'm going back to sleep now
Reality I can't stand
I'm going back to dreaming
Where we stood hand in hand

Goodnight..........