thoughts

so many things
racing through my head
what i'm doing tomorrow
i need to go to bed
as i lye here in bed
i think about more
how i hate being alone
what does god have in store
relationships are hard
being a single mom is intense
laying in this bed for two
doesn't make any sense
the thoughts go deeper
where i thought i would be
by 30 i would be married
working on number 3
when i was a little girl
i had my life planned out
now that i'm older
life's taken a different route
there's got to be more
how long will it take
for me to feel complete
for me to be awake
there is always tomorrow
different than today
"good things will come when you're not looking"
is what they always say
wake up kiley
and take in what is real
don't be so closed up
learn how to feel
know when it's wrong
hang on if it's right
love if you must
but don't ever lose sight
laugh when you want to
cry when you feel like it
be yourself always
don't ever quit
there is someone out there
who will love you for you
all your little quirks
and your girls too
weed out all the flakes
the players and all
don't go for the ones
that won't catch you when you fall